My Three-OH Face

Yeah - so tell me...when did 30 become THIRTY? I other words, when did the little number 3 and the little number 0 combine in such a way as to attach themselves to me so soon? I hear "Thirty is only the beginning" "It's all easier from here" "This is when your life begins" - really? C'mon now. Let's not be that bold. If life begins at 30, then what was the purpose of my twenties? Hmm? I ask this of the cosmos - if my life is beginning NOW, then what significance did the events of my twenties that STARTED my life hold? Graduating college. Getting a career. Getting married. Buying a home. Having a child. I'd say these are pretty big things. So then I guess I need to look at this wisdom from another angle.

IF life begins at 30 - perhaps those wise humans imparting this wisdom upon me didn't mean the above mentioned milestones. Perhaps they mean that at 30, you KNOW who you are. You KNOW what you want. You KNOW where you are going AND you KNOW why you pay $30 for a good bottle of Zin and scoff at the $4 Arbor Mist. I'm talking the onset of Wisdom my friends. Pure, honest, life-affirming Wisdom.

By saying "Life begins at 30" those already into their 40s are basically telling me that I now KNOW the crap that I spent my 20s trying to figure out, and THAT knowledge will alter my path in positive and upward ways (or that's what I would like to believe). SO -

Here then, is my nod to my 20s. They were good to me. I learned a lot. Grew a lot. Found ME and tested my limits both physically and mentally. I learned my weaknesses and how to turn them into my strengths. I learned that I am worthy of love from others and myself. I learned that appearances fade, and a person's soul is really the heart of who they are. I learned that your priorities can change the instant a little person looks to you for care and protection. I learned that my husband loves me more than I ever thought possible to find. You were good to me 20 thru 29. I respect each year and the growth in me that came from them.

SO THIRTY - I'm here. Take me down whatever road you see fit. Mold me, challenge me, but most of all, give me the heart to hold onto the important things, dismiss the material things, and grow with my little family to a better, brighter tomorrow.

...and, keep the wine coming!